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From: baboblu
Date: 11 Jan 2004
Time: 19:34:31 -0700
Remote Name: 152.163.253.102
i think it is one of the hardest thing to admit that we allowed these people to control our lives, it is scary to think we allowed someone who cant even control their own lives unless they have a pipe of crack in their mouth or up their nose, we allowed these people to control our lives... it is earth shattering to finally realize it was all in our hands all along to change our life, to find peace and stability, u see i used to look to him for stability, what a joke... no wonder my life was a rollercoaster, im not done with this rollercoaster yet, i am now only starting my journey ..my first step was realizing i cannot change him and i allowed this mess to happen to my life and my childrens lives, i should of ended this mess a long time ago, before all the damage was done to me and my kids..