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From: baboblu
Date: 11 Jan 2004
Time: 19:19:58 -0700
Remote Name: 152.163.253.102
i believe anything is possible, nothing surprises me anymore, so if i hold onto that thought, maybe it wont surprise me if one day i can see past that smile, that certain look that i used to mistake for love and caring...one thing that wil haunt me til the day i die, is wondering what maybe could of been if he had just gotten straight, that maybe if i stuck it out and waited for him, he could of woke up, but i no that that is impossible, i do no if i stayed with him he probably would of killed me , himself, or both of us,,, so this is my salvation and what keeps me with hope, i cant live my life on the IF word ,, it is what it is, out of my control.. i just hope someday i can forgive him, then i will be truly free of my crack addict..