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From: baboblu
Date: 07 Jan 2004
Time: 21:03:44 -0700
Remote Name: 64.12.96.238
my divorce is almost done, maybe in 3 weeks,, i dont no where i got the strength to leave the marriage it will still be a struggle to let go of him,, i must remember always that he has left me mentally a long time ago ,, it is hard because the face still sort of resembles the man before crack, BC... but it is only a vague memory...the man AC is more vivid and that is what wakes me up every time i sneak a peak at his distorted face.... i think i still love him ,, but can pity be confused with love,,, can love be confused with pity.. only time will tell.. thanks again steve for the discussion group,,, i hope it hangs in here for awhile,, i look forward to reading the stories and relating to everyone.. peace..